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Esti Dhamayanti
Esti Dhamayanti

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Feb 24

Need or Want

Be patient, good love is on the way — On one Saturday night, I spent quality time with my closest friends in Yogyakarta, just for toast and street food. …

Relationships

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Need or Want
Need or Want
Relationships

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Feb 1

Doubts

Take a rest, my heart, you will be fine — ‘I cannot continue like this.’ I whispered to myself when I was laying down on the floor on a sunny afternoon about a week ago. I was feeling physically and mentally drained. My body was tired, my chest was heavy, and my eyes were slowly burning. ‘I need to ask…

Self Doubt

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Doubts
Doubts
Self Doubt

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Jan 22

Expectations

“When you have expectations, you are setting yourself up for disappointment” — Ryan Reynolds — Around 540–480 BC, Heracletos, a Greek philosopher, said that “nothing endures but change.” Everything changes: the environment, technology, policies, feelings, people, and you name it. Thus, with that, having a expectation on something is the biggest mistake that should be avoid. Expectations can be a silent killer too. It silently…

Expectations

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Expectations
Expectations
Expectations

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Jan 1

At Their Best

Everyone has their own pace and time to reach their goals. — I usually get up at 4.30 a.m. every day to perform the Fajr prayer, which gave me time to prepare for the day and then run on a track in front of the faculty where I currently study. I usually go for a quick run around 5.30–6.00 …

Running

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At Their Best
At Their Best
Running

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Dec 29, 2022

An Exemplary Independent Person

There is a higher clouds above another — I used to think that I was a super independent woman. I think that I can do everything by myself, and I am more comfortable doing things alone. My opinion of myself completely changed after I decided to move into this new city and conduct research with just me and…

Storytelling

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An Exemplary Independent Person
An Exemplary Independent Person
Storytelling

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Dec 11, 2022

Homesick

Dealing with somehow bearable thing — “Borta bra, men hemma bäst," a Swedish idiom which is translated as "there is no place like home." As someone who has lived in my hometown for about 27 years, At first, I did not understand or even believe it was true. I was thinking moving out of my parents’…

Homesickness

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Homesick
Homesick
Homesickness

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Oct 31, 2022

Circles

Sometimes you have to be in someone else shoes in order to appreciate what you already have — I come from a family who live on the easy street. Therefore I never felt the struggle to fulfil my education and living cost from primarily education until I graduate from veterinary school. I never experience any struggles with living cost by the end of the month which some people…

Life Lessons

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Circles
Circles
Life Lessons

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Aug 9, 2022

Age of Worry

Surround yourself with people who support and encourage you to grow — About two years ago, I met a friend from vet school. At that time, she is still pursuing her Master’s degree. In a small bakery shop in front of our university library, she told me what continuing to study for a Master’s degree feels like. …

Support

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Age of Worry
Age of Worry
Support

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May 29, 2022

A Letter to Future Husband

I know we have not met yet, but here is a letter dedicated to you. — Dear future husband, It might sound crazy to write to you, dearest, when we have not met yet or are not sure if we ever crossed each other’s path. But today there was an urge that makes me think that I have to write this for you. In this present…

Love Letters

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A Letter to Future Husband
A Letter to Future Husband
Love Letters

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Apr 30, 2022

The Influencers

Those who inspire to keep moving forward — When I was younger, I have a dream that is changing over time as I grow older. It changes because reality hits me so hard. Also, in some way, my plans scattered. In other words, there were some minor or major changes to them. I started to think about what…

Dream Job

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The Influencers
The Influencers
Dream Job

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Esti Dhamayanti

Esti Dhamayanti

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A nerd and A story teller

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